GWMemPark-9228

GWMemPark-9228, originally uploaded by eeeksnyc.

My mother's neighbor at the cemetary. Someone had placed these flowers there amidst all the Christmas wreaths. But the wind had blown them all helter skelter.

I put them back. Just seemed like the right thing to do.

jadaxmaseve2011-9250

jadaxmaseve2011-9250, originally uploaded by eeeksnyc.

After her first annual Christmas Eve dinner at Hop Kee.

Not sure if the look of fear is from being there...or me...

If me, it wouldn't be the first time a woman looked at me like that...haha

Tonight, I scared myself. I lost my temper in a major way.

I was/am enraged. Yelling myself hoarse. Vindictive.

I was mad. In all senses of the word.

All the frustration, hurt, isolation, fatigue....All the disappointment, the indifference...the loss of self.

All that pain. All at once. Like a volcano erupting. A swirling, roiling, inexplicably hot caldera of everything that has gone wrong.

And now...nothing. 

I am no longer who I was. That guy is finally dead.

rainy day-9198

rainy day-9198, originally uploaded by eeeksnyc.

rainy day-9200

rainy day-9200, originally uploaded by eeeksnyc.

BOOM BAP!

word kid.....

Random Notes Pictures - Lana Del Rey | Rolling Stone

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Thanksgiving2011-9144

Thanksgiving2011-9144, originally uploaded by eeeksnyc.

Older, but not wiser

Thanksgiving2011-9171

Thanksgiving2011-9171, originally uploaded by eeeksnyc.

I like these peeps...we family

Lana Del Rey-9186

Lana Del Rey-9186, originally uploaded by eeeksnyc.

My day job is usually behind a mixing desk...not the camera. But today that was different as our usual shooter was out on assignment.

So I grabbed this one for our website. It was the only one the artist approved (I was allowed exactly 2 shots).

Lighting was a mixture of incandescent and a warm (ish) LED Litepanel located overhead, and camera left, respectively.

angryvin-9013

angryvin-9013, originally uploaded by eeeksnyc.

The Boy was the Yellow Angry Bird for Halloween this year...People loved the costume...but he was embarrassed...maybe it was the tights he made me promise not to show.